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Eid Mubarak

Hello World ! E

EID MUBARAK TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS ! Please forgive me if I said anything harsh or offensive that offended your hearts . Do also forgive me if I did anything wrong that really hurt your feelings .

~To err is human . To forgive , divine ๐Ÿ™‚

Oh wells , with today’s break fast , it marks the end of Ramadhan for this year already .

When I hear the tadbir , this weird and queasy feeling , this indescribable feeling , descends upon me . I feel sad , that Ramadhan is already leaving and all the devils are free . Ramadhan is a period where we can redeem ourselves and an opportunity for us to get plus points for good deeds done .

Ramadhan is the period where we can fully test our patience and to strengthen our iman .

Ramadhan is the period where our loved ones , who went far away from us , come back to visit us .

Upon hearing the tadbir , they need to go back to where they belong . Devils will be free to roam around the earth again , causing us to do bad things , to do things without thinking , to do things that will hurt Allah’s feelings .

I really hope I will be able to go through the next Ramadhan , next year ๐Ÿ™‚

Again , Eid Mubarak my friends ๐Ÿ™‚

xoxo ,

ShabiraBasheer

This guilty feeling

Hello world !

So who won the 2011 Presidential Election ? Dr Tony Tan ? Awww , I’m really going to miss President S.R. Nathan and his signature wave at every NDP , I’m really going to miss randomly seeing him and his wife’s face in the school hall . Needs some getting used to the new president .

Did some last minute shopping today . I am going to pay back mummy a portion of what she spent on my hari raya clothes . I promise . Even though mummy is working , it’s just too ex ๐Ÿ˜ฆ I feel guilty .

Ramadhan’s coming to an end soon ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Yes , I do complain sometimes . I do complain and relent , because I just feel so tired during this Ramadhan . But now it’s coming to an end , by tomorrow , I feel sad ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

ย When we care too much , we won’t be happy .ย Sometimes , we need to be a little bit uncaring in order to feel happy

xoxo ,

ShabiraBasheer ๐Ÿ™‚

Can’t help myself

Hello World !

Yay ! Today is Friday ! Hahahaha . This week , is quite alright , because I didn’t really had much tests and homework . Also , due to the fact that it’s literally the last week of full schooling . I motivated myself to endure the days by telling myself , ” this week is like the last week of full schooling .” hahaha .

YES , IT’S AN ACCOMPLISHMENT FOR ME TO ENDURE 3 PERIODS OF JJ LESSON , without falling asleep . I feel proud of myself ! ๐Ÿ˜€ Hahahaha .

~I can’t afford to get distracted now . EOY is nearing soon , and I need to focus on my studies . It is seriously the wrong time . Wrong time . This feeling must really go away , ASAP . But , I just can’t help myself ๐Ÿ˜ฆ Reminds me of “Notice Me” by David Archuleta . I CAN’T RISK THE DISTRACTION NOW .~

Oh yeahs , I read a question on my junior’s English worksheet . He was supposed to do a journal entry . The question went something like this ” If you were to choose to be someone , who would it be ? ” Something like that . Talking bout role model and stuffs ๐Ÿ™‚

To me , I would wanna be like Kara Sheridan . I know I dedicated a post about her . She has type 3 osteogenesis imperfecta – severe brittle bone disease . Those who read Handle With Care by Jodi Picoult should know , how people with this disease suffered .

It’s a really rare condition , and only 1 in a million people – if I’m not wrong , developed this disease . It’s from childbirth , you can see it in the ultrasound even . And it’s a sad thing . Severe brittle bone disease means the bones are basically very , very , very brittle . You are very fragile . Even a sneeze would be able to break a bone . Osteogenesis imperfecta comes in types . Hence the type 3 ๐Ÿ™‚ Type 3 is quite severe , whereas type 1 is not so severe . Hmm , I think so , cause I’ve read the book quite long ago , and I can’t remember the details .

This Kara Sheridan , she has type 3 of this disease . But yet , she’s a swimmer – an athlete – that’s broken records . She’s a scholar . Wow . And to think she’s very fragile .

That’s why I wanna be like her . She has proved to the world that although you have a disability , you still can succeed and accomplish something remarkable in your life . Even more remarkable than a normal person would . And she relates to me because I too have a disability – to bluntly put it . She didn’t resort to any extreme measures , but instead took her disability as an advantage to make her into a stronger person .

She has proved to the world that everything is possible , with determination and willpower , and perseverance .

I know the feeling , I know how she feels , because I’ve gone through an operation myself . I can bluntly say that it is not easy to have an optimistic life , because I’VE GONE THROUGH IT . When all the pain is weighing you down , when all you can smell is the putrid hospital smell , when all your body system seems weak , when you can’t move properly , when you need to rely on somebody instead of yourself , you won’t be optimistic at all . Instead , you’ll be thinking , ” why me ? why must this happen to me ? ”

So , be thankful for what you have now , for other people are not as fortunate as you ๐Ÿ™‚

xoxo ,

ShabiraBasheer

Don’t worry

Hello world !

Don’t worry bout my previous post . I wasn’t feeling angry or anything . I was just determined to prove a point , that everybody has their own strengths ๐Ÿ™‚

If by any way you guys felt offended , don’t be ๐Ÿ™‚ because I wasn’t angry ๐Ÿ™‚

Oh , and I’m not the type that bears grudges too ๐Ÿ™‚ so , don’t worry ๐Ÿ™‚

Feeling berry tired now . Gonna go zzzz

Bye guys ! ๐Ÿ™‚

Xoxo ,
Shabirabasheer ๐Ÿ™‚

So what ?

So what if you are better than me in all the subjects ? So what if in everything you do , it is the best ? So what if you always score near perfect results ? So what ?

It’s useless getting all depressed and demoralised over these matters . Don’t waste my energy thinking bout you all the time , thinking bout the fact that you always manage to outsmart everybody . I have my own strengths , and it may not be as good as yours , but nevertheless , it’s my strength .

You don’t take the same subject combination as me . Well , nobody actually does . And I’m gonna make sure that I score in those subjects , which are differing .

Whatever it is , I need to recognise that I do have my own strengths . It may not be as good as yours but

It is still MY strength , and I am unique to it .

Words are like razor blades that left you with a scar

~ David Archuleta

Indeed .

I have learnt to console myself .

Will curl , curling , curled !

Hello World !

Today , went to salon to perm my hair ! ๐Ÿ™‚ It was actually quite fast , took 2 hours . Went there like arnd 9plus , IN THE MORNING , to avoid the crowd , and was done at around 12.30pm . Had to wait for sometime also =.= That’s the thing bout Hari Raya , even in the morning , people would be there , in the salon , doing something to their hair . Hahahaha .

Went home and did maths . LOL . Was struggling with my coordinate geometry . I HATE YOU COORDINATE GEOMETRYย .

Shifa too came ๐Ÿ˜€ We met , coincidentally , at the salon . And to think mummy wanted to call them and ask them to come to the salon …. Karma ?

SHIFA CAN CRAWL AND SIT ALREADY ! YAY HER ! . She doesn’t need to support herself with one hand , which I always find amusing to look at . Imagine , you see a baby , sitting down awkwardly , because she’s supporting herself with one hand . And the other free hand , rummaging my stuffs -.- Hahahaha . But it’s cute though .

Well , she can finally sit properly now , and crawl kinda fast ! Hahahaha .

Hmmmm , wonder what will be the reactions of people when I go to school tomorrow . It’s not some major change lah . My hair now looks wavy when tied ๐Ÿ™‚ instead of the straight , boring old ponytail ๐Ÿ˜€

Whatever it is , I LIKE IT ๐Ÿ˜€

Your time is limited , so don’t waste it living someone else’s life . Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with theย results of other people’s thinkings . Don’t let the noise of other people’sย opinions drown out your inner voiceย . And most important , have the courage to follow your heart and intuition . They somehow already know what you truly want to become .ย Everything else is secondary

xoxo ,

ShabiraBasheer ๐Ÿ™‚